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Denji ([personal profile] digestate) wrote in [community profile] windfall2023-09-23 05:22 pm

what i desire most, what i fear most



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[personal profile] damngun 2024-03-19 03:40 am (UTC)(link)

[Aki waits for Denji to settle before reaching out to snag his shirt off the ground, tugging it on over his head. To the question about winning, he shrugs.] It was close. One of those guys faceplanted - did you see it?

[He hadn't realized Denji had fallen asleep until that happened, looking his way and expecting to see him keeled over in a fit of laughter at the other boy's suffering. So he already knows the answer, that he missed that spectale. But the truth is, he doesn't really want to get into who won or lost. It should have been an easy victory but they only won by a single goal. He'd blame the rest of his team, but he knows he was distracted for half the game. And how stupid is that, to be moody over someone else pouting at you? It was like their numbers were equal in the first half.]

[Aki reaches down and brushes a blade of grass from Denji's hair.] You got just as dirty as me, napping on the ground like a kid. [But compared to his tone when he left him an hour ago, he sounds more playful now, less serious. Caring, as he smushes at a speck of dirt that got on his cheek, presses at the line in his face he got from sleeping on that bag.] Come on, let's go home.

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[personal profile] damngun 2024-03-23 03:29 am (UTC)(link)

[Aki's up on his feet as Denji rises and tugs on his shirt as they begin to walk toward the road. He nods to his question, digging out his wallet and checking - he still has a few hundred yen on hand. More than enough for that.]

It's on the way home. [He really does feel kind of good, still. The sirens usually would make him anxious but he barely notices them. Even if that guy had made him feel strange with that question, it's easy to bounce back after you actually get to have some fun. Maybe Denji is right, that he should stop and smell the flowers sometimes, that things like this are worthwhile...?]

[But then he stops on the sidewalk, reaching out to grab Denji by the backpack before he can get too far. He's reading a sign posted on the window of a construction shop, temp work often posted by the door but usually out of his league in terms of how well he can pass as an adult. This, however, is an urgent request for someone to help in a warehouse over the weekend when a large shipment is due to come in. The pay isn't stellar, but better than nothing. Aki tugs the flyer off the window and folds it up, pushing it into his pocket. He'll call the number when they get home.]

[The taiyaki place isn't much further, just a sweets shop he remembers had them last time they went. He wasn't planning to, but now that he might have a job this weekend Aki orders one for himself as well. When he hands Denji's to him, he makes sure to add,] Don't tell Power. She'll throw a fit.

[Yeah. Compared to an hour ago, things already feel a lot better. No weird door talk, no Denji pouting at him, no health trouble with Denji... Just some taiyaki and some extra money after the weekend.]

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[personal profile] damngun 2024-03-25 01:27 am (UTC)(link)

[Usually when Denji hoards some food, Aki tries to shake him out of it, remind him there's no need to do that, he can get him more later. He's long suspected it to be due to however he grew up before they met, maybe even long before, but whenever he catches sight of it, it's like a thorn in his side reminding him he hasn't solved everything just yet. Such a small act, in his view, is a reminder of the type of home he can still create for all of them.]

[His own food already eaten, Aki watches the evening lights flicker on outside the train when Denji asks that. He wonders what "days like this" mean to Denji - days where they do something important in the morning and then have the rest of the day to laze around and do whatever they want? Days without a timeline, without a schedule? Or days where nothing bad happens? Likely, he means the second one, Aki decides.]

There's a lot more to do in Tokyo, you know... I don't think you'll be able to get bored. [He's never been there. It's just what he has to imagine from the brief period he lived in Hokkaido, prior to being shuffled here.] I bet the food is way better too. No burned taiyaki. [Not that he complained, but seriously, the bottom of his was nearly black. Of course Denji didn't seem to mind.] And we'll have a ton more money. ...A lot more money. [He corrects himself with a frown. Sometimes Denji rubs off on him in the stupidest ways.] It'll be way better than this place.

[When they finally make it home, Aki goes to the shower first, figuring Denji will be busy with Pochita for a bit so he can wash off. He leaves the job notice on the fridge to call in the morning. Even if the day started out stressful, cramped, and nervewracking, even if they nearly yelled at one another in the afternoon... It feels like everything ended just as it should have.]

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[personal profile] damngun 2024-03-26 03:48 am (UTC)(link)

[Wading his way through a sea of pallets, Aki feels his phone buzz and ignores it at first. He talked to Denji this morning, and he'd kind of replied. I'll be working until four. I'll be back home after that. You can make lunch for yourself, there's still stuff in the fridge. Look after Power. He told him those four things and Denji kind of mumbled a Yup as he lay in bed and Aki had thought, good enough. He'd expected the job to be tomorrow, not today, but like hell is he going to deny easy money like this. They didn't even ask for his birthday over the phone. He's taken enough odd jobs that this routine isn't unusual. And Denji ate well at dinner, so all should be fine.]

[...Though he did tell him one fifth thing, too. Message me if you need me. But he always says that, and Denji texts him whatever comes to his mind, so it's probably something like that. Nothing huge. He sits down on his heels and lifts up the flap of a package, staring at the shipping label, then begins ripping it open. It's probably nothing.]

[But of course it's never just nothing. Aki hears someone else mention it, looking at their phone, talking to another temp worker. "...bag had Togata High's logo, I heard." "Poor kid's gotta be..."]

[He moves his hand slowly to his pocket, taking in a breath. He's only been gone for an hour. It's nothing. When he stares at the message waiting for him, that it's from Denji, he's a little relieved - really, it's not like he thought either of them were in trouble or anything - but not so much as he reads the article.]

You should know our school's name

[Start with that. Lighten the mood. He re-reads the article, looks at the map as if it would tell him anything other than the shape of their ward. The siren from the previous night blares in his memory, but - No, sirens happen all the time, right? Were they that close to it? What time was it that they went home? Had any of those boys had duffel bags...?]

You two stay home today. Don't take the devil outside, either. I bet Public Safety is all over the place.

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[personal profile] damngun 2024-03-27 10:39 pm (UTC)(link)

[He's not outside, actually. He's decidedly inside, in the warehouse-sized back room of this store unpacking boxes of... What even is in these? Aki flips open the box he was unloading before he answered Denji's text. It's full of kitchenware, cutting boards and graters and whatnot. Does this place furnish department stores...?]

There's food in the fridge.

[And he's ready to leave it at that, but then Denji has to ask the question he's doing a very fine job not thinking about. Aki glances over his shoulder at the other people working but they're all a good distance away. No one seems to be paying him any mind.]

I thought they all went home in groups. It would be weird for only one person to get attacked and no one else to say anything.

[...No, he suddenly remembers. That last kid went home by himself, after asking Aki about Denji. But they left not that long after, right? Wouldn't they have heard... Or which direction did he even go in?]

[Ugh, no. This isn't useful. Musing about which of their classmates had been killed isn't a fun game.]

Don't be so morbid. And get out of bed already.

[He can imagine him lazed around in bed sending him these messages right now.]

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[personal profile] damngun 2024-03-28 05:56 pm (UTC)(link)

[Aki has very little interest in reading the comments on local news articles but Denji seems... unusually interested in this. Is he scared? Does he think something might happen to Aki? Is that why he so calmly tells him to watch himself?]

[But then, of course, it's just because Denji thinks it would be cool if he was the one who saves the day. If he were the local hero who finds the killer. Or in this case, the devil.]

You aren't a detective. This isn't something you should be trying to solve.

[Big words coming from Mr. "I hate when I can't solve something on my own." But whatever. This is Denji he's talking to, not himself.]

If it's a big enough issue, they'll send in Public Safety departments from larger areas. Like Tokyo or something. There's no way you could find a devil before them.

[Especially since...]

You couldn't kill it, anyway. Not with that jellybean.

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[personal profile] damngun 2024-03-28 11:39 pm (UTC)(link)

Don't say shit like that

[The message is sent right before Denji's second message arrives. Annoyance breaking through - He's sick of hearing Denji imagine their deaths. Though that second message isn't much better on that front.]

It would have been fine without you doing that

Those Public Safety guys showed up right after

[He's getting tense and frustrated so his messages are choppier and more to the point. He can't ever hide his emotion through text. Not that he tries very hard to.]

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[personal profile] damngun 2024-03-29 01:30 am (UTC)(link)

[...Seriously? A whole week off of school?]

[It's not that it's a horrible thing, of course. Aki is about as big of a fan of school as any other teenager. He only does well as a means for the future. But it's so serious that they'll continue putting school on hold? How bad is this devil?]

Power, go get Denji out of bed already.

[To distract them for a bit, he'll sic her on him for a few minutes. Maybe Denji actually did get out of bed by now, but they'll still squabble for a bit and give him some time to think about this.]

[...Seriously, they're still going to have no school next week? Do they think this devil is targeting high schoolers? But why high schoolers? Or what if it's not even the same devil? He can feel a headache coming on when someone suddenly calls out to him - the manager, asking him to help with some heavy lifting. He looks young and spry, apparently. Thanks, he makes sure to say, though doesn't exactly feel complemented.]

[Sending out a quick text, he shoves his phone in his pocket as he hurries off:]

Maybe we can take that beach trip this week.

[Never has there been a better excuse to split town for a day.]

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[personal profile] damngun 2024-03-30 12:34 am (UTC)(link)

[The two of them get no response for about half an hour as Aki works. Works and thinks about this trip. Denji had initially pitched it as a chance to ditch school, so will he be disappointed that they're doing this by the books instead? Still, with this job, they have enough money to splurge on something - Obviously they'll get some watermelons even though it's hardly the season for them, and he already wanted to get them both eel, but what else...]

[When Aki finally has a moment to check his phone, he stares at the defeated photo of Denji for a moment and wonders if he should praise Power or not. But her taking ownership of the plan to go on a trip is kind of annoying. So he decides to simply not comment on it at all.]

Let's go on Tuesday I'll get us tickets. Make a list of what you want to do. No bloodsports.

But Meowy can't come, and unless you can make Pochita look more like a dog, he has to stay home, too.

[There's a brief pause between those messages as he starts to tear open the next package, but then he pulls his phone back out to send a follow up.]

Don't make a ruckus if you're going to wrestle.

[Like he didn't just toss them in the ring together.]

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[personal profile] damngun 2024-04-01 05:45 am (UTC)(link)

[So he really is married to the idea that they break rules in the process of this trip... Come on, they have the perfect excuse to get out of town and now Denji is quibbling over the minor details like whether or not this is breaking student code?]

No way could a devil break into an apartment. That kind of stuff doesn't happen.

[He can't imagine Pochita having to defend from anything, or if he even would defend Meowy, anyway. Does he even like Meowy...? It seems like all the devil pays attention to is Denji. And Aki if he gives him his food or yells at him for getting in the way.]

[...But if he can maybe give him this win, he might be able to get Denji to agree to the idea of taking a day trip right now as opposed to later when they're in class. He mulls it over.]

How about, you can bring him, but we go on Tuesday

[Like dangling meat in front of a dog.]

The weather is supposed to be nice in Otaru, only 10C

[Based on his weather app. It hasn't gotten bitingly cold, but they're really cutting a beach trip close with the season they're in. Any later and it might end up below 0.]

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[personal profile] damngun 2024-04-02 05:47 am (UTC)(link)

[Easier than he expected. Aki can imagine him hopping up and down and bothering their downstairs neighbors with no trouble.]

Read my previous messages. I told you to make a list of what you want to do.

We shouldnt bring any weapons, you can't bring that sort of stuff on public transport. And we're taking this trip to go away from the devils, not toward them

[Did he miss that part...? Regardless.]

Power wanted to smash watermelon, and we can bring towels with us to lay on the sand. We'll get dinner while we're there so don't plan on bringing too much food.

[He still wants to get eel, after all. Some kind of midterm treat, before they go on their trip in a month or so. He still needs to bring that up with Denji again. Maybe he'll tie him to a chair this time first.]

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[personal profile] damngun 2024-04-04 02:14 am (UTC)(link)

[Surfing...? How does Denji expect to be able to surf? They don't have a surfboard and surely no one is going to be renting those out in the winter. Fireworks - they probably can't do anything that goes in the sky, but Aki mentally notes to get some sparklers. They'll both probably enjoy anything to do with fire, and there's no worry about them getting hurt when Aki can just shove them in the water.]

[But his wanting to touch a shark (or a jellyfish or whale or penguin) is what fully gets him to stop walking across the warehouse, frozen as he re-reads the message. Is he insane? Is he stupid?]

Are you an idiot?

[He doesn't care how obvious his texting is right now. How much of a dumbass is Denji, seriously?]

You can't just find those kinds of things when you go to the beach. And jellyfish will hurt you, so you shouldn't try touching them.

[Never mind the shark.]

Penguins don't even live in Japan. You know that, right??

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