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Denji ([personal profile] digestate) wrote in [community profile] windfall2023-09-23 05:22 pm

what i desire most, what i fear most



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[personal profile] damngun 2024-05-27 04:33 am (UTC)(link)

[Duct tape isn't exactly what he was expecting when he came back, but it's passable - Aki nods as Power begins to flail, grabbing her around the center and locking her arms in place.]

Not this time - You're gonna repent for what you did.

[He tries to drag her toward the bedroom but with Denji right in front of them, Power ends up going down first and takes Aki with her. They both splatter to the floor with a heavy Oof! and Aki releases her, pushing himself up to make sure both of them are alright. But that gives her just enough wiggle room to try and run away, cursing them for thinking they could ever conquer her. Aki jumps forward and grabs her again and starts to tell her off more logistically, to watch her knees, but then he remembers Denji's words. Play along. It's the only way it's going to work.]

...We've got to hit her magical - uh, nerve endings. Denji! [And then he goes for her weak spots, tickling her stomach and sides as she shrieks and rolls, begging for mercy and trying to wriggle out of the way. The tape around her ankles makes that near impossible, at least, and even if this isn't a witch burning, hopefully it still works.]

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[personal profile] damngun 2024-05-29 03:38 am (UTC)(link)

[The tickling seems to have worked in that she's only writhing to escape his fingers rather than Aki, wholly, so when Denji gives him the look, Aki nods in agreement. He grabs her under the legs and Aki goes for her torso, lifting her up off the ground as she yelps in surprise. He shoulders the majority of the weight as they make their way to the bedroom door and he calls out over her cries of indignation,] Toss it over! [and works to try and send her feet-up against the door. Hopefully the tape is strong enough to hold...? He's not really sure, so he ends up holding onto her sideways, clinging to her as her legs shake and she yowls.]

Now - You just gotta, uh - Repent.

[He's not good at thinking on the fly like this, especially when he's out of breath from carrying her. Even if she's smaller than him, she's still a wiggly teenager with bony, sharp limbs that fight him at every turn.]

...Apologize, and we'll consider - [Accepting it? No, stick with this weird magical medieval stuff. God, why does she insist on the medieval stuff?] - pardoning you. Of your crimes.

[Very convincing when he's out of breath, turning his head to see if Denji has secured the tape over the door.]

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[personal profile] damngun 2024-06-03 04:48 am (UTC)(link)

[Chop their pinkies off...?! Are they yakuza now? Aki kind of grimaces when Denji looks at him for back-up, too concerned about all the other things he's said in the past about yakuza to remember it existed before that, too.]

[But the threat seems to work, regardless, and Power is groaning and crying as she's hung upside down - though Aki is still holding her around the waist, making sure Denji isn't really at all responsible for her weight. Her hair is going wild below her as she shakes her head in misery, begging, "Let me goooo, let me gooooo! I won't double cross you ever again!" And this isn't quite a case of double crossing, but Aki shakes her just a little bit.]

You have to say you're sorry, and mean it this time. Apologize to both of us - and to the farmers whose food you wasted, too.

[It's a hard ask for her. Her face is scrunched up in agony at both the physical and social position she's being put in, but after another shake of her body from Aki she finally clenches her eyes shut and declares, "I apologize! I apologize! I'll let you win this time! I'm sorry for accidental attempted assassination...!"]

[Aki nods, then nods to Denji to drop the tape. Then, expecting he'll just do that, he lets go of Power, allowing her to drop onto her head and down to the floor. Or Denji to slam into the door if he wasn't holding strong enough. Whichever or both.]

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[personal profile] damngun 2024-06-10 04:54 am (UTC)(link)

[Power drops down and Denji slams forward and Aki looks between them in a brief flinch of worry before they both let out groans that tell him they're fine, just sore. He watches Power crawl away and use Pochita for chopping off the tape ("Don't do... Ugh..." He gives up on telling her to stop), squatting to the floor beside Denji and taking the pat to his shoulder as he lowers down to sit on his knees. He didn't expect it to work, but... Somehow, Denji really does understand her better than he does. Sometimes he really needs that.]

[But also.] You don't know what repent means...? [And then he's talking about farting and Aki pushes at his shoulder.] Go fart in the bathroom or I'll make you repent, too. [He'll let him think it's some extremely terrible fate for now.]

[But before he can leave, he speaks quietly while watching Power relay what horrible things were just done to her to an audience of a cat and devil.] Thanks, Denji. I can't handle her without you. [He squeezes his shoulder gently, glancing at him sidelong.]

It's okay that you ruined that bag.

[No, he didn't forget about that.]

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[personal profile] damngun 2024-06-15 05:16 am (UTC)(link)

[Today was exhausting. A full day of work, a day of news stories about dead classmates, a night of questionable food. Once everyone is clean and dry, Aki shuts the windows being used to fumigate and fiddles for a bit with the heater. It takes him a bit to remember how to get it to turn on correctly, but there's the delightful click of the power connecting and after a few moments, warm air slowly dissipates from the circular contraption. He drags it into the bedroom and sets it just far enough away from their bedding so it isn't a fire hazard, relieved that, even if the day was tiring, it's at least going to end warm.]

[So he's half asleep when Denji nudges him awake, startling a little and blinking in the dimmed light. He turns over to sit up and look at the pair, sleeping soundly already, the warm air blowing over them. It is cute. It's good to see a devil that isn't trying to destroy something. Isn't trying to eat them, or slice them, or grab them. Or blow them to smithereens. Smash them through a building. Swallow them without leaving a trace.]

[...He can't do it. He can't look at that thing and see anything but a devil. Something that could wake up on the wrong side of the bed and start revving its saw and slice through their skin like it's made of warm butter. He flops back down onto his pillow with a sigh.]

Go to sleep... The memory'll last longer than a photo.

[That's the saying, right? Take a picture, it'll last... Oh. Well, whatever. His phone is plugged in somewhere above them on the floor, set to vibrate. He'll let Denji disentangle himself from the sheets if he wants it so bad, but fat chance he can without Power waking up.]

Just a devil, in the end... Can only be so cute.

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[personal profile] damngun 2024-06-20 06:37 am (UTC)(link)

[Ahh, is that why they bring home rocks sometimes? But Aki is sure they don't remember where they get them from, they just sit on the countertop until Aki relocates them to a box or (if he's sneaky enough) outside.]

[But as Denji fades, Aki considers that while his own consciousness fades. They don't have a lot of photos of each other, do they...? A lot of the pictures they take are of things to show each other - not themselves. He wonders if there are things happening right now that he'll want to look back on in a year or if he'll prefer to let it fade. Denji with blood running down his arm beside that devil... Denji rushing head-first into that zombie... That devil hunter grabbing him by the arm as he stumbled on his feet. The look he gave him when he told him he was too weak to play soccer.]

[But there are good things, right? Surely there are good things. He tries to think of them, closes his eyes to imagine them, but he's asleep before he can remember even one.]

[It's only a day trip, but Denji and Power seem to think they need to pack the entire home. Aki manages to convince them out of this by suggesting they lay everything out first so he can weed through the frivolities (No, they don't need trash bags! And no microwavable rice, they won't have a microwave!) and remind them of what they do need (Sunscreen! A hat! No, they don't need trash bags! They're not bringing sand back with them!). Every time Power adds something to the bag of things they'll need for the train he has to remind her it's only an hour away, that she won't use it all, but she keeps arguing about what if she doesn't want to play with her gameboy the whole way and needs something else or what if she misses her fingertraps? The whole thing is kind of a nightmare and the night before the trip he's still secretly taking things out of their daybags while they're in the bath. They know Aki won't carry their stuff, and yet...]

[He's still tempted to restrict Power from getting an ekiben but he also knows she'll put up such an awful fight if he does and it's too early in the morning to deal with that. He gives them both a budget of 500 yen and reminds them to get something to drink and don't put their bags down, they can't leave them behind by mistake, and don't swing around so suddenly with them on or you'll hit the shelves, and by the time they're finally on the train Aki realizes he didn't buy anything for himself.]

[It's so early that, after scarfing her bento, Power falls asleep, snoring on Denji's shoulder the whole way. Reminded of his comment from a couple nights ago, Aki takes out his phone to take a photo and - he didn't charge it... It's only at 50 percent. Ugh. He shoves it back into his pocket and stares out the window.]

[Once they're finally on the platform in Otaru, the wind is chilly for the early morning when the sun is still behind clouds. Aki rubs his eyes and his stomach growls in discomfort. ...He really should have planned this better, damn it. He spent all his time worried about these two that he barely thought about himself and what he needed to do.]

Let's find a convenience store first... I'm hungry.

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[personal profile] damngun 2024-07-01 02:37 am (UTC)(link)

We're not going to see any kind of man-eating anything...

[Where the hell does Denji think they are, a movie set? This place feels more like the suburbs than anything, so there's no way they're going to see anything crazy. Recognizing Denji is a little overenthused and hyper, probably from sitting still for so long, he keeps a close eye on him and grabs him if need be, limits anything too sweet that he grabs in the convenience store. Once he has some food in his belly, swallowed up while standing under the awning of the store, he pulls out his phone and looks at the map carefully.]

Okay... If we go up this road, then take a left, we'll get to the beach area. And low tide should be in a few hours, so...

[He looks down at Denji's bags, frowning.]

Does he need to pee or anything...? He probably shouldn't do it at the beach.

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[personal profile] damngun 2024-07-03 02:39 am (UTC)(link)

[Denji looks so... happy. So excited. Joyful. It's not like he's never like this, smiling guilely at nothing or at something so small no one else would care. But right now, a little ball of warmth is forming in Aki's chest, relief that so far this is something he seems happy doing, and...]

[Wait - ] Not there! Ugh, come on - We'll find some grass.

[He grabs Denji's arm before he can get too far, tugging him onward and down the path toward the beach. Pochita is basically a dog, anyway, or shaped like one, so he can pee in the grass like other dogs.]

[Once the devil has done its business, Aki manages to navigate them north, following the roads and pointing out a sign warning people in which direction to go in case of a tsunami ("So we need to go in the opposite direction right now," he explains, like this is genius-level thinking) before finally, as they continue up the slope, they begin to see the sparkle of blue water on the horizon.]

There it is... [They're at a crosswalk, so he grabs both of their elbows in case they start running forward. Power looked like she was about to.] Let's find a spot to call home base first, then you can run around.

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[personal profile] damngun 2024-07-05 02:17 am (UTC)(link)

It's -

[But it doesn't matter. Before he can get a full sentence out correcting Denji's memory of the phrase, both of them are racing off toward the beach. Aki continues at a walk, coming up over the hill just as Denji shoves at Power, and then Power snatches his hand and drags him toward the clearing. He waves his hand to indicate he heard them, taking his own time to get to them, letting his gaze instead wander to the ocean. How long has it really been, since they did anything like this?]

[Dropping his bag next to Denji's, he only picks up on it because he missed his earlier heaving - the slight strain to his voice. Immediately his eyes jump to him, suspicious, worried... But he looks okay. Sounds mostly okay. He's okay, right? That brief run didn't mess with his lungs, right? Aki squats down as he flattens his towel out, sitting down on it before grabbing his bag and pulling out a bottle of sunscreen, offered out to both of them for whoever grabs it first.]

Here.

[First and foremost. Then he grabs a bottle of water and offers that out to Denji when Power ends up snagging the sunscreen first, declaring its properties to protect her vampiric skin from the wretched sun (she forgot about her vampire thing for a little bit, Aki muses). It's a casual offer. No outright worry in the stare he gives him, but it's not random that he's giving it to him, either.]

Go ahead - You can let him out. [Pochita, that is. It should be okay here, he thinks.]

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[personal profile] damngun 2024-07-10 03:29 am (UTC)(link)

[Aki settles back and watches the waves as Denji lets the devil drink, trying not to focus on it. There's a vague worry that someone might come over and question the presence of the devil, but so far everyone seems more concerned with themselves, enjoying the nice weather before it turns too cold to go outside without multiple layers. He stretches his arms over his head as Power makes her appearance, declares her intentions, and begins running off, leaving Aki with only the option of calling after her to remind her -] Don't go out too far!

[...Which, she probably won't, given how cat-like she is. She's never been a huge water person, never enjoyed pool time as much as she enjoyed splashing people and riding on floats. Denji is more of a swimmer and more someone he needs to remind not to get too far away from the shore. Accepting the sunscreen, he moves slightly to get closer and squeezes some out on his palm.]

Be careful when you go out there. The tide can be stronger than you realize. [He lectures that as he rubs the lotion into his back, spreading it in long strokes over his skin and curling near his shoulders and down to his hips to make sure he hits ever spot. His neck comes next and he pushes the back of his hair up to smooth it right up to his hairline.]

[His eyes flit to Pochita, where he stands with his butt in the air sniffing at the sand again... Can he swim? He's told Denji not to put him in the tub but who can say if he actually listens to that kind of thing.]

Are you bringing him out there? [Someone has to remain back here with their things and Aki is content to let it be him for now.] Be careful. He doesn't have very strong legs. Stay where it's shallow, if you're going to bring him.

[He motions for him to turn around so he can get his face, too.] Or just leave him with me. I'll watch him.

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[personal profile] damngun 2024-07-15 11:48 pm (UTC)(link)

[It definitely seems like he's calmed down a bit. Squeezing some lotion onto his fingers, he waits for Denji to settle before dabbing it in dots across his face before scooping his hair back with one hand to rub it into his skin with the other.]

What, the beach? [And his next question confirms that's what he means.] It's been a little while... I think I went when I was a baby, and then when I was a little older, I think... But most beaches don't look the same. [From his very limited experience, but he says that like it's fact.] Like how streets don't all look the same, even though they're made of the same stuff.

[Sitting back at last, Aki seems satisfied with Denji's coverage so he begins to rub some lotion on his face as well. The beach seems pretty safe... Probably no one is going to come by and yoink their day bags, but it still feels unsettling to ditch it all. So he'll wait a bit. Make sure Denji and Power have their fun.]

I'll go out in a bit, you should go have fun. Wasn't this whole thing your idea? [That's how he remembers it. With oily fingers, he prods at Denji's cheek.] I'm not going to be lonely.

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[personal profile] damngun 2024-07-29 03:14 am (UTC)(link)

[I won't be bored, he wants to insist. Why is Denji worrying about him? He'll just be relaxing on the beach, watching the waves. He doesn't think something like that is fun? ...Maybe "fun" isn't the right word, but still. There's a reason people like to watch the ocean. It's relaxing. And when's the last time he's really relaxed?]

[But he gets up, at last, and Aki thinks maybe he's realized he's being a little clingy right now - until he dumps sand on his head and, nope, he's just being a brat. Aki swipes his fingers through his hair, trying to shake the grains out, as Denji runs off to the waves. He nearly calls out to him, reminds him not to run... but manages to stop himself. This is about having fun. Yelling after Denji to not give himself a heart attack or another episode of some kind is likely to make him miserable.]

[See, he's learning a little bit. Leaning back and glancing down at the devil on his beach towel, he settles back and crosses his legs.]

...Rare breed, huh.

[Pochita looks at him briefly, as if unsure if he's talking to him, before turning his attention back to the water. At least he's not trying to run after Denji. He watches the two of them on the water, Power with her lithe but strong body surfing the waves on someone else's banana boat, commandeering the vessel and parading it like a pirate captain, and Denji as her lowly lieutenant, still close enough to shore that Aki doesn't feel too anxious by the sight. He watches them roughhouse on the water, even huffs a laugh a few times.]

[It's not that he's still thinking of what Denji said, a few days ago. But when he does turn his head to the shore and sees the mothers and fathers sitting on their beach towels, doing the same as him, watching their kids play in the water... It feels weird. It never doesn't feel weird. There are a few friends, he notes. A few younger people. Siblings, maybe, tanning or enjoying the warmth of the sun before it becomes too cold to bask in. But they're not watching the water like he is, like the adults are.]

[Is he an adult, now? By virtue of no one else being one? He smells cigarette smoke nearby and crinkles his nose, pulling his knees up. At least he's not an adult who smokes.]

[He could fall asleep like this. Half shaded, half sunned, watching the water lap at the shore with the devil dog slowly wagging his corded tail while doing the same. But he won't. He'll keep his eyes on the two of them, ready to jump up at any sign of danger. He doesn't have to be a mom for that to be his role.]

[But he is still thinking about that comment, in the end.]

[His target is Power, diving under the water before either of them can spot him coming toward the shore. There's enough other kids that it's easy enough to blend in, shirt stripped left with the devil dog, and so he can easily sneak up behind her and snatch her by the arm and leg, shocking her into releasing her grip on her steed and pulling her down into the depths. She yowls like a cat when he lets her go and insists the water is acidic to her but it creates a scramble for someone else to take a seat where she's been hogging.]

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