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Denji ([personal profile] digestate) wrote in [community profile] windfall2023-09-23 05:22 pm

what i desire most, what i fear most



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[personal profile] damngun 2024-05-06 02:31 am (UTC)(link)

[It's bad when they both get to the point of threatening the police on each other, but it's not often that Power claims Aki is the ultimate culprit. It's so uncommon because it never succeeds - especially not with the withering look he gives her, his eyes pinned on her as Power starts to instinctively shrink back to avoid a slap.]

You're the one who fed me this shit - And I bet it was you who came up with this! [Power immediately begins to insist that Denji put her up to this, but Aki knows that's not the case, because - ] Denji never wastes food! Look at this mess of a kitchen, you wasted a whole week's worth of groceries on this! [More sputtering about how she learned this recipe years ago and that they simply aren't trained enough to accept it.] You can't even make an omelet, let alone cook meat properly! Where did you even get this meat, I hadn't bought any ground beef recently at all...!

[After scoffing and telling him that she is occasionally offered sacrifices from the village and that this was one such offer, Aki goes from furious to confused to outright stumped. Someone from the building gave her spoiled meat? Did she take it from a trash can? Did Meowy or Pochita find it while outside? ...But he told them not to go outside today, and Denji was watching her, so surely she was inside. How the hell...]

[For now, he ignores her continued lecturing about the serfdom of the apartment complex they live in (she's the landlord apparently) and forces her into the kitchen to clean up or else she doesn't get any food at all. And when he unveils his purchases from the convenience store and Power realizes exactly what she might be missing out on... She deflates impressively, grumbling something under her breath about how his serf payments are being doubled this month. Aki ignores her and moves over to Denji, kneeling down next to him and setting a hand on his side.]

Where'd she get that meat from...? Did you guys go out today? [A bit of a warning tone in his voice as he asks that, even with the gentle hand on his side.]

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[personal profile] damngun 2024-05-09 02:56 am (UTC)(link)

[Pochita starts nudging at Aki's hand and he very nearly swats the devil away, still uneasy around him. It would be one thing if he only acted like a dog, but the massive powertool sticking out of his head and the way he's seen it spin to life has him always a little unnerved by the thing. Especially when he's squeezing through Denji's arms.]

Revenge for... Ugh, she's such a brat... [He raises his eyes to glower at her across the room where she's dumping things into the trash while muttering curse spells under her breath. She better not get rid of any of their cookware...]

[But when Denji asks if he was serious, he looks down, brow pinching. Yes, he was, in the moment, but now he recognizes he was just angry. Which, obviously, but... Should he really make her stay home for their first non-grave visit trip in a year? He frowns and sits down on the floor, still mindlessly rubbing his hand over Denji's side.]

...I'll figure something out, but she still needs to be punished somehow. And you can't arrest your sibling for feeding you bad food. [So that idea is out. Keeping his voice low, he mutters,] Maybe I won't get her an ekiben. Or make her sleep in the hall tonight. It has to be something she'll remember.

[But when he says the bit about the hall, he looks up and around, realizing the windows and sliding door have been left open. No wonder it feels so cold in here. He frowns and adds, mostly to himself,] Guess I'll turn on the heater...

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[personal profile] damngun 2024-05-19 07:15 am (UTC)(link)

[Aki doesn't love playing along with her delusions, but unfortunately he knows Denji is right. If they don't play by her tune, she won't actually internalize anything he tries to teach her. And this is kind of a big deal. You can't feed people rotten meat.]

How do you suggest we burn her at the stake, then? [He's also keeping his voice low, leaning down to talk to him. Like this is some secret meeting.] Make her put her ankles up to the floor heater...? I don't want her to actually get burned. [She can't be arrested for feeding them bad food but Aki can probably be arrested for hurting her. Double standards.] Maybe we can hang her upside down for a few minutes.

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[personal profile] damngun 2024-05-20 02:36 am (UTC)(link)

[So they are burning her at the stake. This isn't really how he planned to spend his evening, but he also thought he'd be eating dinner right now.]

[Speaking of. Passing a look at Power (which she responds to with her own pout), Aki gets up to grab his bag and find the convenience store food he bought. He definitely doesn't trust her with that, and instead brings it back over to Denji, offering them out to let him pick what flavor of ramen he wants to eat.]

We can do it after she finishes cleaning up. I read something about how you're supposed to do something neutral after you punish someone, so she can eat dinner afterwards. [He read that in a book about problem children that he found maybe five years ago, but it probably works for Power.] I think if we tie up her ankles and I flip her over, you can grab the rope and pull it over the top of the door. [So long as Denji doesn't let go, this will work fine. No concussions.] ...And let's leave Pochita out of it, in case he does something weird.

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[personal profile] damngun 2024-05-24 03:14 am (UTC)(link)

[Denji brings up Aki's time as an actor and the blood rushing to his face at the memory colors his cheeks bright red. He has half a mind to smack him for even bringing up that stupid class play. It had been a mortifying experience for him, up in front of so many people reciting lines as best as he could remember, speaking loudly enough so everyone could hear him, and when he went backstage the girl manning the curtains, unable to suppress her giggles and snorts, told him, "You seriously sound like you have no emotion out there!"]

[He had been so embarrassed as he did his next scene that he tripped over his lines and said butthole instead of burglary and the whole audience had chuckled lightly at the flub. Except for his classmate in the wings, smothering her face in the curtains to try and quiet her laughter.]

[Needless to say, he refused to act on stage again after that.]

...Just try and find some kind of rope in the storage bin. I'll bring out the trash with her.

[He gets up to do just that, approaching Power and offering to bring down the trash with her if she promises not to throw it at the bin this time. She hums over this and seems doubtful that not hurling the bag at the bin will actually succeed in dispersing her cursed spell, but Aki takes a note from Denji and tells him he's already done that. She actually accepts that (probably because she's afraid of getting yelled at again) and follows him outside with one of the trash bags in hand.]

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[personal profile] damngun 2024-05-27 04:33 am (UTC)(link)

[Duct tape isn't exactly what he was expecting when he came back, but it's passable - Aki nods as Power begins to flail, grabbing her around the center and locking her arms in place.]

Not this time - You're gonna repent for what you did.

[He tries to drag her toward the bedroom but with Denji right in front of them, Power ends up going down first and takes Aki with her. They both splatter to the floor with a heavy Oof! and Aki releases her, pushing himself up to make sure both of them are alright. But that gives her just enough wiggle room to try and run away, cursing them for thinking they could ever conquer her. Aki jumps forward and grabs her again and starts to tell her off more logistically, to watch her knees, but then he remembers Denji's words. Play along. It's the only way it's going to work.]

...We've got to hit her magical - uh, nerve endings. Denji! [And then he goes for her weak spots, tickling her stomach and sides as she shrieks and rolls, begging for mercy and trying to wriggle out of the way. The tape around her ankles makes that near impossible, at least, and even if this isn't a witch burning, hopefully it still works.]

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[personal profile] damngun 2024-05-29 03:38 am (UTC)(link)

[The tickling seems to have worked in that she's only writhing to escape his fingers rather than Aki, wholly, so when Denji gives him the look, Aki nods in agreement. He grabs her under the legs and Aki goes for her torso, lifting her up off the ground as she yelps in surprise. He shoulders the majority of the weight as they make their way to the bedroom door and he calls out over her cries of indignation,] Toss it over! [and works to try and send her feet-up against the door. Hopefully the tape is strong enough to hold...? He's not really sure, so he ends up holding onto her sideways, clinging to her as her legs shake and she yowls.]

Now - You just gotta, uh - Repent.

[He's not good at thinking on the fly like this, especially when he's out of breath from carrying her. Even if she's smaller than him, she's still a wiggly teenager with bony, sharp limbs that fight him at every turn.]

...Apologize, and we'll consider - [Accepting it? No, stick with this weird magical medieval stuff. God, why does she insist on the medieval stuff?] - pardoning you. Of your crimes.

[Very convincing when he's out of breath, turning his head to see if Denji has secured the tape over the door.]

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[personal profile] damngun 2024-06-03 04:48 am (UTC)(link)

[Chop their pinkies off...?! Are they yakuza now? Aki kind of grimaces when Denji looks at him for back-up, too concerned about all the other things he's said in the past about yakuza to remember it existed before that, too.]

[But the threat seems to work, regardless, and Power is groaning and crying as she's hung upside down - though Aki is still holding her around the waist, making sure Denji isn't really at all responsible for her weight. Her hair is going wild below her as she shakes her head in misery, begging, "Let me goooo, let me gooooo! I won't double cross you ever again!" And this isn't quite a case of double crossing, but Aki shakes her just a little bit.]

You have to say you're sorry, and mean it this time. Apologize to both of us - and to the farmers whose food you wasted, too.

[It's a hard ask for her. Her face is scrunched up in agony at both the physical and social position she's being put in, but after another shake of her body from Aki she finally clenches her eyes shut and declares, "I apologize! I apologize! I'll let you win this time! I'm sorry for accidental attempted assassination...!"]

[Aki nods, then nods to Denji to drop the tape. Then, expecting he'll just do that, he lets go of Power, allowing her to drop onto her head and down to the floor. Or Denji to slam into the door if he wasn't holding strong enough. Whichever or both.]

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[personal profile] damngun 2024-06-10 04:54 am (UTC)(link)

[Power drops down and Denji slams forward and Aki looks between them in a brief flinch of worry before they both let out groans that tell him they're fine, just sore. He watches Power crawl away and use Pochita for chopping off the tape ("Don't do... Ugh..." He gives up on telling her to stop), squatting to the floor beside Denji and taking the pat to his shoulder as he lowers down to sit on his knees. He didn't expect it to work, but... Somehow, Denji really does understand her better than he does. Sometimes he really needs that.]

[But also.] You don't know what repent means...? [And then he's talking about farting and Aki pushes at his shoulder.] Go fart in the bathroom or I'll make you repent, too. [He'll let him think it's some extremely terrible fate for now.]

[But before he can leave, he speaks quietly while watching Power relay what horrible things were just done to her to an audience of a cat and devil.] Thanks, Denji. I can't handle her without you. [He squeezes his shoulder gently, glancing at him sidelong.]

It's okay that you ruined that bag.

[No, he didn't forget about that.]

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[personal profile] damngun 2024-06-15 05:16 am (UTC)(link)

[Today was exhausting. A full day of work, a day of news stories about dead classmates, a night of questionable food. Once everyone is clean and dry, Aki shuts the windows being used to fumigate and fiddles for a bit with the heater. It takes him a bit to remember how to get it to turn on correctly, but there's the delightful click of the power connecting and after a few moments, warm air slowly dissipates from the circular contraption. He drags it into the bedroom and sets it just far enough away from their bedding so it isn't a fire hazard, relieved that, even if the day was tiring, it's at least going to end warm.]

[So he's half asleep when Denji nudges him awake, startling a little and blinking in the dimmed light. He turns over to sit up and look at the pair, sleeping soundly already, the warm air blowing over them. It is cute. It's good to see a devil that isn't trying to destroy something. Isn't trying to eat them, or slice them, or grab them. Or blow them to smithereens. Smash them through a building. Swallow them without leaving a trace.]

[...He can't do it. He can't look at that thing and see anything but a devil. Something that could wake up on the wrong side of the bed and start revving its saw and slice through their skin like it's made of warm butter. He flops back down onto his pillow with a sigh.]

Go to sleep... The memory'll last longer than a photo.

[That's the saying, right? Take a picture, it'll last... Oh. Well, whatever. His phone is plugged in somewhere above them on the floor, set to vibrate. He'll let Denji disentangle himself from the sheets if he wants it so bad, but fat chance he can without Power waking up.]

Just a devil, in the end... Can only be so cute.

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[personal profile] damngun 2024-06-20 06:37 am (UTC)(link)

[Ahh, is that why they bring home rocks sometimes? But Aki is sure they don't remember where they get them from, they just sit on the countertop until Aki relocates them to a box or (if he's sneaky enough) outside.]

[But as Denji fades, Aki considers that while his own consciousness fades. They don't have a lot of photos of each other, do they...? A lot of the pictures they take are of things to show each other - not themselves. He wonders if there are things happening right now that he'll want to look back on in a year or if he'll prefer to let it fade. Denji with blood running down his arm beside that devil... Denji rushing head-first into that zombie... That devil hunter grabbing him by the arm as he stumbled on his feet. The look he gave him when he told him he was too weak to play soccer.]

[But there are good things, right? Surely there are good things. He tries to think of them, closes his eyes to imagine them, but he's asleep before he can remember even one.]

[It's only a day trip, but Denji and Power seem to think they need to pack the entire home. Aki manages to convince them out of this by suggesting they lay everything out first so he can weed through the frivolities (No, they don't need trash bags! And no microwavable rice, they won't have a microwave!) and remind them of what they do need (Sunscreen! A hat! No, they don't need trash bags! They're not bringing sand back with them!). Every time Power adds something to the bag of things they'll need for the train he has to remind her it's only an hour away, that she won't use it all, but she keeps arguing about what if she doesn't want to play with her gameboy the whole way and needs something else or what if she misses her fingertraps? The whole thing is kind of a nightmare and the night before the trip he's still secretly taking things out of their daybags while they're in the bath. They know Aki won't carry their stuff, and yet...]

[He's still tempted to restrict Power from getting an ekiben but he also knows she'll put up such an awful fight if he does and it's too early in the morning to deal with that. He gives them both a budget of 500 yen and reminds them to get something to drink and don't put their bags down, they can't leave them behind by mistake, and don't swing around so suddenly with them on or you'll hit the shelves, and by the time they're finally on the train Aki realizes he didn't buy anything for himself.]

[It's so early that, after scarfing her bento, Power falls asleep, snoring on Denji's shoulder the whole way. Reminded of his comment from a couple nights ago, Aki takes out his phone to take a photo and - he didn't charge it... It's only at 50 percent. Ugh. He shoves it back into his pocket and stares out the window.]

[Once they're finally on the platform in Otaru, the wind is chilly for the early morning when the sun is still behind clouds. Aki rubs his eyes and his stomach growls in discomfort. ...He really should have planned this better, damn it. He spent all his time worried about these two that he barely thought about himself and what he needed to do.]

Let's find a convenience store first... I'm hungry.

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[personal profile] damngun 2024-07-01 02:37 am (UTC)(link)

We're not going to see any kind of man-eating anything...

[Where the hell does Denji think they are, a movie set? This place feels more like the suburbs than anything, so there's no way they're going to see anything crazy. Recognizing Denji is a little overenthused and hyper, probably from sitting still for so long, he keeps a close eye on him and grabs him if need be, limits anything too sweet that he grabs in the convenience store. Once he has some food in his belly, swallowed up while standing under the awning of the store, he pulls out his phone and looks at the map carefully.]

Okay... If we go up this road, then take a left, we'll get to the beach area. And low tide should be in a few hours, so...

[He looks down at Denji's bags, frowning.]

Does he need to pee or anything...? He probably shouldn't do it at the beach.

Edited 2024-07-01 02:38 (UTC)
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[personal profile] damngun 2024-07-03 02:39 am (UTC)(link)

[Denji looks so... happy. So excited. Joyful. It's not like he's never like this, smiling guilely at nothing or at something so small no one else would care. But right now, a little ball of warmth is forming in Aki's chest, relief that so far this is something he seems happy doing, and...]

[Wait - ] Not there! Ugh, come on - We'll find some grass.

[He grabs Denji's arm before he can get too far, tugging him onward and down the path toward the beach. Pochita is basically a dog, anyway, or shaped like one, so he can pee in the grass like other dogs.]

[Once the devil has done its business, Aki manages to navigate them north, following the roads and pointing out a sign warning people in which direction to go in case of a tsunami ("So we need to go in the opposite direction right now," he explains, like this is genius-level thinking) before finally, as they continue up the slope, they begin to see the sparkle of blue water on the horizon.]

There it is... [They're at a crosswalk, so he grabs both of their elbows in case they start running forward. Power looked like she was about to.] Let's find a spot to call home base first, then you can run around.

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