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Denji ([personal profile] digestate) wrote in [community profile] windfall2023-09-23 05:22 pm

what i desire most, what i fear most



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[personal profile] damngun 2024-01-17 05:57 am (UTC)(link)

[Angel wonders, for a second, who he would invite - if this is Denji's way of asking to bring Aki or Power or... or who. Beam? He isn't sure. However, before he can answer, Aki clicks his tongue, his eyes on the news while he finishes buttoning his shirt.]

You two, go and get dressed. [Said to Power and Denji.] It looks like there was activity in Shinjuku. We should get to the bureau early, in case they need us down there.

[And so Aki starts herding the two of them like cattle, shooing them to go get dressed and finish washing up. Angel only has his clothes from the night before, so he changes into those and dumps the ones he was lent in a pile on the floor while watching the same news anchor who Denji seemed fond of, like he's still trying to figure it out. Aki is fine with this since he's out of the way and quickly washes the dishes while reminding Power to get her tie and Denji to button his shirt properly, matching the buttons to the right holes, no not like that, do it again, start from the top. Once everyone is finally out the door, herded outside and down the street toward the train, he nudges Denji briefly, not really whispering so much as speaking quietly so Angel doesn't pay attention to it.]

I'll give you money for concessions this weekend, but you have to be careful with him. You need to make sure other people don't bother him, or try and approach him. People don't always think of him as a devil. Understood?

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[personal profile] damngun 2024-01-18 03:50 am (UTC)(link)

[Denji brushes him off like he's not saying anything of substance. Aki's brow goes tight and, before he can get too far away, he reaches out and grabs him by the shoulder, halting him from getting too far.]

I'm dead serious, Denji.

[Briefly his eyes flit to Angel and Power, Angel who has briefly looked over his shoulder at the tense motion, Power who didn't even notice it. He's so annoyingly observant.]

...Look. [His voice still low, he lets go of him before he can complain.] He's one of the most dangerous devils in the bureau. The only reason he isn't chained up in a cell is because he does those things. Pokes holes in bread and can't pick out a movie. But he can kill a human faster than anyone else. [And before Denji can make a snarky remark, he adds,] You included.

[Even if the idea that his touch may not work on a functional immortal like Denji, he still has a gigantic arsenal to finish the job with.]

At the end of the day, your job is protecting people, not killing devils. You get that?

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[personal profile] damngun 2024-01-19 01:03 am (UTC)(link)

[Aki seriously doubts it, at this point. Denji still underestimates people - and considering he thinks Angel is no big deal to him, he thinks he would definitely fail to expect what he would bring in a fight. But he doesn't say that, instead only offering him a, "Sure you would" roll of the eyes. And joining them...]

I'm trying to give you a chance to show you've grown up a little, here. Since your first outing with a devil. [You know, the one where Aki had to save his sorry ass from a leech devil.] I don't -

[But over his shoulder, Angel calls out: "I don't want to go with him." Aki looks at him, but he's facing forward again, not looking in their direction. Just how much of that was he able to hear...? Devils are awful.]

...And I don't want to go with you two. [A win win, apparently.]

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[personal profile] lifesapping 2024-01-19 06:14 am (UTC)(link)
[Aki starts to tell him Angel does just fine on trains, that he's more than capable of keeping away from people and they've ridden the express line during rush hour a couple times without issue... But also, it's probably better not to risk it. Better to keep him on the straight and narrow.]

[He lets him off after that, just with a note to hold onto his button so he can sew it back on tonight. If his shirt survives the day, anyway. Once they're at the bureau and Aki is looking over incoming reports to see if help is needed in Shibuya, he's interrupted by the dangerously sweet sound of the boss calling him, looking into the office with that usual unreadable smile on her face before asking Aki if she can talk to him privately for a minute.]

[God, he's so fucked. He takes in a brief but steadying breath before following her out, the pleasure of talking to her mixing in a slurry with the dread of the anticipated dressing down over what Denji and Angel pulled.]

[Not that any of that filters down to them. The week goes by normally enough. He doesn't scold either of them and Makima doesn't talk to either of them about what happened either. It's not that it's been brushed under the rug, just... handled. He already made them both feel bad about it (he guesses) and redirected their problem-causing to a sanctioned hang-out session on the weekend, which is sent through the proper channels and approved easily. Mostly because it's Angel and mostly because Aki is the one putting his seal on it. So, by the time Saturday arrives, Angel is sitting in the garden out front, watching clouds roll across the sky. Still in uniform. He doesn't own any other clothes.]

[Truthfully, he's not that excited. He doesn't want to do something he knows he's not going to enjoy. Denji is probably going to end up being too touchy and close to him and some random human is going to end up freaking out and it's just going to be a mess of a day.]

[But Makima said something about popcorn. That he'll probably like it with butter, so he should make sure to order it like that. For some reason he's thinking about that.]
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[personal profile] lifesapping 2024-01-21 07:44 pm (UTC)(link)
[The sudden loud shout irks him just a bit, like a pinch to the side. Angel lowers his head to watch Denji approach, not bothering to get up until he's actually over there. The longer he can stay sitting, the better.]

Previews? [What, for other movies? He's never been to a movie, but he remembers hearing humans talk about seeing advertisements for other movies before them. Discussing which ones they want to see.] It's not like I'm going to see any of them.

[But he does get up, stretching his arms up high before dropping them with a sigh.] Okay, let's get it over with...

[Like he wasn't the one who literally requested this.]
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[personal profile] lifesapping 2024-01-22 07:20 am (UTC)(link)
[Be judgy... Considering the conversations he was just thinking about, that surprisingly tracks.]

[Angel follows Denji to the cab and naturally things get sticky from here. Denji didn't do the routine, he realizes. Aki Hayakawa alwasy approaches the driver at his window and shows his badge and explains who Angel is - what he is - and gives off an air of authority and control while doing so. Sometimes the driver still puts up a fuss and he'll narrow his eyes, click his tongue, mutter something about how they're going to be late. Kind of like what Denji's doing, but more dignified, less pointed. Sometimes that works. Sometimes the threat of not helping out the greater good convinces a taxi driver to let a devil in the back seat. But other times they'll curse him out, tell him like hell they'll let that thing in their cab. Speed off as Aki stands there looking vaguely annoyed. But never at Angel, himself.]

Um... [He pats in his jacket, trying to find that little identification paper he'd used last time in the convenience store. When he pulls it out, the driver tenses, like he's about to unveil a weapon.] I'm from Public Safety. We're going to a movie.

[If it's supposed to convince him, it barely does, the driver now looking at Denji like, Why are you bringing a devil to a movie theater? Angel slides the paper back in his pocket, like he just accomplished whatever he was trying to do with that.]

He wants to see the previews, so he's antsy about it. [Like Denji is the issue, here.]
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[personal profile] lifesapping 2024-01-24 03:38 am (UTC)(link)
[Oh, okay. So it really does work best with human ID. The car jerks forward and Angel jostles in his seat. This would definitely be the kind of situation that would make someone pee, so it's safe to say the driver doesn't think that of Denji.]

[The seatbelt digs into his back when they make a harsh turn and he glances at Denji, watches him pull his own on while ordering him to wear his. But he doesn't like to wear them. His wings don't stretch out enough if they're blocked by the seatbelt and the flat of the fabric feels uncomfortable on his feathers. Plus...]

I heard car accidents are a common way of dying.

[So wouldn't that be nice, to die in a car accident right now. Sure, the driver might die, too, but Denji would probably be okay. Again he jostles to the other side and pushes a hand into the cushion between them, trying to stay upright.]

[Maybe this is what it's like an amusement park rides? He's seen those on big posters downtown. People always look so happy riding them.]

Have you ever been on a roller coaster?

[They jerk to a stop at a red light, the driver tapping impatiently on the wheel until it turns green and he can sprint forward again. Because the devil in the back seat started talking about car accidents and roller coasters and that's got to be a bad combo.]
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[personal profile] lifesapping 2024-01-26 04:31 am (UTC)(link)
[Since when would a seatbelt snap his neck? It doesn't even go across his neck! Maybe it would split his stomach open? But before he can debate possible ways to be bisected by a seatbelt Denji is leaning over him and shoving his hands all over his personal space to attach the seat belt and Angel very badly wants to shove him away, but instead his body goes tense and still and teeth are grit tight as he tries to turn away from the touch, like Denji is as poisonous to him as he is to Denji.]

You're so...

[And then the car lurches to a stop as Denji finishes buckling him in and before the driver can finish speaking Angel is up and out of the car, faster than Denji has probably ever seen him moving.]

[He has half a mind to just walk home. This is stupid. He couldn't go two seconds without getting that close to him, so what's going to keep him from dropping dead before the day is over? But it's annoying, because Denji's apparent belief that he can't be killed is worming its way into Angel's brain, too. He doesn't know if his touch will kill a half-devil, half-human. Especially not one who bouces back from the goriest of deaths with a rip of that cord. In fact, he touched that cord and nothing happened. Is it just different, like how his wings and halo are safe to touch?]

[Regardless, they're not things he's willing to test. Casting a glare over his shoulder, he waits for Denji to get out before speaking.]

Do you know how mad he'd be if you died today?

[Maybe if he doesn't care about Angel's personal space he'll consider the impact of his death on Aki.]
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[personal profile] lifesapping 2024-01-27 12:55 am (UTC)(link)
[What does that have to do with anything...? Angel watches him storm off, brows knitted in a perturbed and annoyed stare. His whole point is that touching him is dangerous, yet he keeps doing it. Why doesn't he seem to understand that...?]

[But he follows dutifully behind, keeping a few steps back, farther than he would with Aki. The thing is, usually when he's with Aki, Aki is in uniform, not casual clothes like Denji is. It makes it look less like he's part of Public Safety and more like he's just a rogue devil wandering around in a work suit. Barely any different from a salaryman heading home on Halloween. There are a few quiet mutters around, moreso compared to the other night. Maybe because the area is more crowded...? He doesn't know.]

[Usually he can ignore this sort of stuff but with Denji acting like he does, without a visible buffer between him and all these damn people, he can feel his mood crashing. This was such a bad idea. Such a stupid idea. Why would he even want to see a monster movie, anyway? He shoves his hands in his pockets and lets out a long, beleagured sigh.]

...She said to get butter on the popcorn. [Muttered, before he forgets. At least one good thing may as well come from this. Realizing he didn't specify and usually this is when Aki would give him a questioning look, he adds,] Makima.
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[personal profile] lifesapping 2024-01-27 04:27 am (UTC)(link)
[The concessions smell really good. He knew there would be sweets but he didn't know there would be full-on food. It's good that Denji doesn't ditch him in some corner but also bad - because now he knows what he can ask for, and he's not great at making quick decisions.]

[Especially when told there can be a combo. A combo, really... But what if he just wants one flavor? But something sweet and salty would be nice, too... Would butter really be that good? But Makima is the one who suggested it, and she probably wouldn't tell him a bad flavor. He thinks. But there's hot dogs, too, and those big pretzels, and not to mention the candy boxes. It's a lot to choose from, and Denji picked a short line. They're at the register in no time and Angel is still only staring at the popcorn machine behind the part-time clerk who, while nicer than the taxi driver, seems just as concerned by the presence of an obvious devil. And a delinquent, judging by Denji's look.]

...I want one of everything.

[Aki definitely did not give them enough for "one of everything."]
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[personal profile] lifesapping 2024-01-28 06:32 pm (UTC)(link)
[Human IDs really can do anything. That's what he thinks when he watches Denji flash his phone at the part timer.]

[At first, Angel keeps taking stuff off the counter as it's handed over simply because he wants to eat it. Once they're walking away and he realizes he has more than half of everything that was ordered and he's liable to drop it all on the ground and lose it all... He's realizing this may not have been the best idea. But.]

I got it...

[He pulls his wings forward, the feathers intertwining in front of him to create something like a net or a woven fabric. Angel carefully pulls his arms out from his sea of food and the wings manage to hold them in place against him, pushing in flat near his stomach so not even a single piece of popcorn can fall out onto the floor.]

Yeah.

[See? This is just like when they killed that boar devil and Aki wouldn't let him take back as much as he wanted to. He could have carried it. But that day they got to have donburi so he can't be that mad about it.]

[When they finally make it into the theater, their seating choice means they have to walk in front of pretty much everyone just to get to their seat. It's crowded but the room is still lit, thankfully, making it easy to navigate, and Angel follows after Denji without complaint, wings holding everything with no problem. They get some stares, obviously, though whether it's because he's a devil or because they have a buffet of food, he doesn't really know. Either way, once they finally sit and he can begin moving everything around in his wings with his hands, Angel actually looks somewhat content. Like he's in his element. Sitting down with a lot of food. This is perfect.]

[There's some mumbling behind them. A few voices from other moviegoers. Is that a devil? Are those wings real? Wait, is that light gonna be on for the whole movie? But Angel doesn't even turn around, taking a piece of popcorn resting against the edge of his wings and tossing it into his mouth.]
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[personal profile] lifesapping 2024-01-29 05:39 am (UTC)(link)
[He's pretty cozy like this. The theater is a little chilly so with his wings wrapped around him he feels warm. They're pretty close to the screen, but so far they're just showing still images of advertisements so it's not so bad.]

[And for once... When Denji asks him to move the popcorn over, Angel only hesitates for a moment. And it's mostly due to not being sure how to do it. He looks at the little boat of a container holding the hot dog that's balanced precariously between his wing and the popcorn bucket and, deciding not to risk dropping it, instead picks it up and simply shoves the entire thing in his mouth, taking the hot dog down his throat in a single bite.]

[Someone behind them who was probably staring at the scene chokes. But Angel swallows, wiping a crumb off his finger, then manages to adjust the rest of the things to be able to remove the popcorn bucket safely as everything else settles in his lap.]

Here. [And he places it beside him, his wings sliding back to give him room to take it without touching them, either.]
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[personal profile] lifesapping 2024-01-30 03:38 am (UTC)(link)
Ah... Yeah.

[Each part is a little better than the last. If Denji actually thought he was going to be sharing any of this, or had the intention or willpower to hold back and allow the sharing, then he surely doesn't know Angel and his relation to food at all. He doesn't begrudge Denji for taking anything and, in turn, expects him not to begrudge him for taking anything in turn. He can have the whole side of caramel popcorn if he likes while Angel contents himself with slowly ripping apart the pretzel and eating it like that, occasionally grabbing a piece of popcorn, a sip from the way-too-sweet drink, a piece of candy... There's no real rhyme or reason, sometimes it's just where his hand reaches out to next. When Denji starts bothering him about going to the bathroom over and over, he finally huffs an annoyed sound and the theater goes dark (though their area stays dimly lit thanks to the ever-present nightlight).]

Devils don't pee.

[They do, but that's not really the point right now. He isn't about to explain how his digestion works. Someone behind him (maybe the same guy who watched him deepthroat a hotdog) grunts a quick, "Huh?!" at that statement, but Angel isn't paying attention. The movie is apparently going to start.]

[He doesn't know what he was expecting this movie to be about; the failure to defend your fallen comrades in the face of great destruction brought about by humanity's own hubris and journey toward self-annihilation wasn't it. Angel doesn't know a lot about human politics but it's pretty easy to follow everything. But when the main character's love interest is presumed dead and the man grits himself for revenge against some beast a hundred times his own size and a million times as powerful, Angel can't stomach his growing discomfort. His growing unease in the face of a suicidal attack as everyone around him tells him how stupid he is. How he's not going to win. How it's not worth dying for something like this. They can find another way.]

[But this is a movie, not real life. The love interest is okay in the end. The hero parachutes to safety as the monster is destroyed. Its body descends into the water and everyone is happy. Cheering, celebration. The two lovers reunite in a hospital. There's the tease of something more, of a re-emergence, of a battle that's never truly over. A pithy advertisement for round two, another round of the same story, repeated over and over. As the credits roll, Angel doesn't move, the empty remains of their foodstuff spread around him on the floor, in his lap, on the chair. He stares forward at the names scrolling up the screen, dead silent.]

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